Everyday I look in the mirror and I can’t stand what I see. Why did I ever let myself get like this? The world doesn’t understand how hard living is yet, they insist on making it worse. But I am my own worse enemy, and nobody’s a bigger bully to me than myself. I’m tired of this life. I’m tired of being embarrassed just by walking outside. I know people judge me every time I walk into a building. Why does this world have to worry about what I look like? Why do they worry about what I am eating? Why do they worry if I’m healthy or not? They surely don’t worry because they care. They worry because I’m not appealing to their eyes. I don’t want to live in this world. I don’t want to live in this body.